lørdag 2. juni 2012

My Experience As A Walk-In – 2 June 2012

My Experience As A Walk-In – 2 June 2012

Interessant!  Ikke alle har forstått hva som skjedde da de ble 'erobret' som Walk-In, og ingen eksakt informasjon fulgte med - da de færreste hadde kjennskap til fenomenet.  Det ble bare å leve som best en kunne som det 'fluepapiret' en var blitt, og som mange ofte reagerer på med frykt ... uten å forstå hvorfor.

"As a child growing up and looking to the future, I wondered what it might hold or what it might be like, like most kids did, I think. Among the many, many ideas I had about my path ahead, the one idea or thought, for want of a better term, that came up so often beginning around the age of 8 or so, was that something kept telling me that when I reached the time, around the age of 18 or 19, something would happen. I kept getting this feeling.  It was as though when I looked at myself in the future, someone else was going to step-in and take the helm, so to speak. Since I had, at that time, really no explanation for this thought or feeling, I just, although not dismissing it, really didn’t give it that much consideration.  Fast-forward to the time of Nov 28th, 1989, the date I became a walk-in.

I went to sleep like normal; however, that’s where things changed for me. When I awoke the next morning, I got up and started going through my day.  But  I had a really weird, unexplainable feeling. It was like I was a totally different person. I was still me, but someone different. When I started thinking about the past, I could remember all of it, but it was like the memories I had were someone else’s and not mine. As I went through my day, actually for the next week or so, I still knew everyone that was in my life at that time, but it was like I was meeting them for the first time. With all of these experiences I was having, I could not discuss them with anyone around me, because it really was outside of their understanding, I think. Really, it was outside of my own understanding as well.  Luckily, there was a man, whom I had just met a few months earlier."


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